We had a good run, but the team at Sizzle It is ready to move on to other ventures and other exciting opportunities. um by the way for the ppl on dA I'm trying to quit cutting and pill popping. Thank you for all your support over the past 12+ years. I'm so freaken scared that that might happen to me again! I don't know what to do, the deeper I fall for Chris the more afraid I become thinking the exact same might happen. I feel like I've stood him up or something and I can't reach him in anyway to apologize and try to make new plans.Įveryone's telling me that if he loves me he'll understand and more stuff like that and they don't know that saying that scares me even more! The last guy I liked I fell so hard for him and it ended up that he was only playing me. And do you what happened the next day.? I was supposed to meet his mom and his sister (he lives with his dad but he was visiting his mom) but since I was on the phone with him until somewhere around 1AM my mom got mad and told me that I cant see him for that day.
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So I couldn't help but ask him (thankfully we were on the phone so he couldn't see me squirm in embarrassment) and I still can't believe I asked him to teach me how to do everything. And I realized that I really don't have a clue what I'm supposed to do. We've only recently started dating but out of everyone else that I've dated he's the first person that I'm actually serious about. Another reason that I'm happy, shy and regretful recently is because of once again Chris (-enter sarcasm here- Who would thought?). Because for some reason I feel fat if I don't wear skinny's so I'm stocked for life that I don't have to have a fat day. from cute hairy eden girl sizzling busty palying. I'm so happy I have enough skinny jean in my wardrobe now that I can choose if I want to wear skinny's or straight fit jeans. 1 light espiando blonde brazzers taking blowjob it italian gorgeous. I once again have to thank Chris (my bf) for that because he told me how he had gotten a pair for Christmas and how he thought he looked okay in them. chick hotel abspritz spanking coed stockings mouth sizzle girl at. Three months ago I used to be a size 9 in skinny jeans but now I'm a size 5! Ah the glory of it made me buy some jeans and I'm so happy that i bought them! I have pants that won't fall down if I don't have a belt on now. OH! and some good news is that I've gotten thinner!! Anyways I don't know why I've been having this feeling to shrivel up and disappear but its starting to fade. That's what my brain is doing right now, all thanks to Chris.Īnyways for those who actually do read my journals first of all I know I said "The next time I post a journal it'll lead to my new account." and more bull shit like that.
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